A letter to my mom...
May 8, 2011
Well, it’s the Saturday night before Mother’s Day, and I know my homework is due tomorrow, but I’m staring at a blank computer screen having no clue as to how to begin a letter to one of the most influential people in my life.
Just knowing you’re there for me has gotten me through so many difficult times in my life. You are the one person on this planet I can go to when I just need a place to vent, celebrate, cry, be still, or just talk about the details of the day. Your door is always open and you’re always willing to listen.
God has given you a supernatural intuition to know precisely when I need you. There have been numerous times over the past few years when I’ve been precariously close to the cliff of despair, but before I fell, you would call or send a card, or share a meal, or take a walk with me, and by the time I left you, I was reenergized and inspired to stay strong.
I remember how excited you were to meet your first grandchild...and how excited you were to meet your ninth! You have been there to hold, cuddle, feed, and play with each and every one of our babies and to model for Lori, Katie, and me exactly what it looks like to be a loving mother.
I remember when I was teaching my very first class of second graders and didn’t have enough parent chaperones for our field trip to the Apple Barn, so you came along as “Mrs. Crawford’s mom!” At A.L. Lotts, you’ve stood in for me when I couldn’t be “Mom” because I had to be “Teacher” so that Sam and Addie never had to feel that no one cared about them. You’ve supported my efforts to “change the world” through Reach Them to Teach Them and you’ve been there to share my joy as God has opened the floodgates of Heaven and poured His blessing down on our dream.
I’m grateful that God in His infinite wisdom found a mother for me who loves me, prays for me, and puts up with me. Our family has been divinely blessed. We’ve had many more smiles that tears; many more good times than bad; and much more health than sickness. Through it all, we’ve been able to count on you to be the glue that holds us all together.
I’m learning from you to hold my tongue when I want to lash out and say things that I’m sure to regret. You’ve shown me how to look for the good in things when the bad seems to be the most obvious.
You’d think that at 45 years old, I’d feel like an independent adult, but I know I still have so much more to learn from you! Thank you seems painfully inadequate to express my gratitude for the sacrifices you’ve made for me, and for the unconditional love that you’ve generously poured into my life and the lives of so many others.
I’ve always been proud of my mom. In fact, as proud as I know she is of me and my family, I’d have to say we’re all prouder of her!
My words have been many, but I really only needed four to say how I feel about my mom: I love you, Mom!